Thursday, February 25, 2010

Beauty of surrender !

Coming across myself in my own thoughts has been an everyday phenomenon for me after having rediscovered the lost spark! But whenever I happen to pay unpremeditated visits to all those precious moments that define the change I experience today, I miserably fail! I fail in binding the foundation of this change into a web of reasoning. I cannot help but marvel at the presence of a supreme power, a magical influence so powerful as to form a canopy, encircling me and protecting me. Being awake and very much alive to this beauty of surrender brings with it the joy of assurance. I celebrate this contentment and so goes the topic of this blog.

I allow myself to fly back to 2008-2009 grounds on the wings of memories. Deeply in love with the idea of researching and exploring Biotechnology, I was all set to take off my dream flight into the land of PhD. But as was destined to happen, on several occasions thereafter, through numerous unplanned discussions with both known and unknown faces, I was made to visualize the existence of an alternate tunnel, a passage that was for me to tread. I was ready to witness the turning of tides. But what triggered the transition? Who was shuffling the cards for me? What gave me the foresight? While struggling to find an answer, I revved up my engine for the challenge that was to come, a challenge by no means small or unimportant. With the passage of time, it brought up its formidable character. It became increasingly evident as to why it was to be feared.

But all along my walk through the jittery waters, I have been accompanied by a guiding force, an invisible hand nursing my dream and articulating it in the direction best suited for me. In my questions lay the answer. My flight is now about to land in an uncertain territory. Holding onto my passenger seat, I take a look around and find my mind and heart set to peace. Experiencing the magic every moment, I pray for the everlasting steadfast support and blessings of my family and friends that have been instrumental in fueling this drive.

7 comments:

Unknown said...

again...a marvellous write up

Varun said...

great. may u have a safe landing and drive away all the pleasure home :)

Nleader said...

Hey Buddies! Thanks a ton! This is what keeps me going :)))) Cheers!!!

Sridhar Rao said...

A very lucid post..what was impressive was the way of portraying your emotions even through the tangled web of complex sentences. There are a few instances in this one where one has to really concentrate to comprehend. try avoiding those..otherwise u r golden :)

Nleader said...

Sridhar: I totally agree with you...expressing yourself in as simple words as possible is an art! I am yet to learn it! But would keep that in mind the next time I pen down something!

Hmm... said...

Hmm... am happy for you girl! People do find their way in the end. Be it a sudden or prolonged realization...but all the threads are sewn together in the right place in the end :)
Beautiful expression!

Harpreet Kaur Arora said...

I completely understand you dear...but Alls well that ends well...:)